I hate my life right now. Can I just go curl up in a ball somewhere and die. Not like anyone would even notice that I’m gone at all.
if you ever call me annoying, even if it’s just jokingly, the chances of me ever speaking to you again are slim to none because I’ll be so afraid that every little word or sound that comes out of my mouth will aggravate you and make you cringe and hate my existence
Be the more playful you. #BeMoretea
Credit: Sandy Noto
It’s hard to really open my heart up to someone. I hate always getting hurt and always breaking down. I hate feeling so vulnerable and that they can just crush my heart at any given moment. I hate the fact that you spent all this time to protect your heart and prevent yourself from getting hurt. Then you meet someone thinking everything can be different and things can change. And you slowly just open up to them and let your guard down, just so that you can get hurt. Guess what? You end up getting crushed and let down and put down by your significant other. All hopes are just lost and forgotten. You just feel like the whole world is against you at this point. Nothing just makes any sense to you at all. Everything comes tumbling down and crashing and breaking apart. You give into the hope of being secure and safe and that this one person will be so careful with your heart. But it just fails and blows up right in front of you.
Yeah that’s what being a hopeless romantic sometimes is about. Thinking you can get some sort of happy ending but everything just come crushing down on you and it seems to never exists. Seems like Regina the evil queen is out to curse you and take away everything you hold dear, just so you can find that chance of happiness. But it just seems to fall into a big dark hole.
& you still make time
I just really want this to work. That’s not too much to ask now is it? Fml just stab me already dammit.